I should perhaps explain that I do not normally makeappointments to see Her myself but must wait to be summoned and to be dealtwith as the mood takes Her. She could of course have done anything She wantedwith me today and I would not have objected but that was never the plan. I mademy delivery and then we just talked for about half an hour, before I wasdismissed. There was nothing to get excited about, no rush of adrenalin and yetI left perfectly happy and satisfied. I had seen my Mistress, the bond betweenus was maintained and we both know I can be relied on to return, kowtow andsubmit totally whenever She wants me in that way.

What matters most is understanding what She wants and notimposing my wishes on Her.

It is very easy to become possessive, to think youmatter as much to Her as She does to you; that is a big mistake and one that willend your relationship before it begins.

Yes, I wanted to session with Her today; I wanted bondageand everything that goes with it but She obviously didn’t and I accept that.

I drove home happy…. I always do.

bob